Monday, February 3, 2014

newbie

i've attempted to start blogs before but this is actually my first blog post. pathetic is the word of choice. i've made every excuse in the past not to put forth the effort and start one. but this time i'm putting all the excuses behind and showing what i love to do and what i'm passionate about, writing. i don't care who reads it or doesn't, who likes it or doesn't. i'm writing for me and to get out of my comfort zone.

when everyone is asked to describe themselves or list their strengths and weaknesses, people get awkward and uncomfortable because most people don't like talking about themselves. unless you're a conceited ass who thinks everyone is actually interested. but since this IS a personal blog i'm going to do my best. {this is the part when i'm starting to get out of my comfort zone}

i'm extremely complex. i don't look like i'm complex. i look like the pretty, dumb blonde that was the cheerleader in high school who's had the personality of a rock. but as soon as i open my mouth that stereotype is shot to hell. i'm so sarcastic that most people think i come off as a bitch. which is true, i kind of am a bitch but i like to look at it as im blunt and say it like it is. honest. even though i can come off as a blunt bitch, i'm also caring. childish. mature. a H U G E drama queen. i blow everything out of proportion. i'm a nerd. control freak. loud & obnoxious. loser. social. fun. stubborn. cautious. passive aggressive. confrontational. closed and open book. impatient. my dog is my pride and joy. stressed 90% of the time. compassionate. intelligent. funny. listener. not exactly punctual. procrastinator but manages to get things done {thanks to stress}. complex.

i have an obsession with sports especially football and baseball. chipotle addict. music is what keeps me sane. working out helps my stress so i do it as much as possible. netflix is my best friend. nyc is a little piece of heaven. daisies. elephants. irish pride. sophomore at the university of oklahoma {boomer sooner}. family over everything. i get really into movies. shopping and fashion are right under the sports obsession. i really love to laugh. full believer in angels.

if you're not bored with learning about me a person you either know or have no idea who i am i will be fully impressed.

little pieces of what i listen to while writing:
1. the draw - bastille
2. silhouettes - of monsters and men
3. street lights - kanye west
4. breakfast in nyc - oppenheimer
5. carolina - eric church